2026年inHIM早春系列｜重塑 Reshape
(Story By｜1998 · Female)
新的一年又到了，你是否也和很多人一樣，開始列滿屏的計劃，設定一個又一個的目標？我們總以為，新年的意義在於 “完成更多”、“變得更好”，卻忘了問自己一句：這些目標，到底是為了奔赴自己的人生，還是為了掩蓋過去的破碎？
A new year has arrived. Like many people, you may be making long lists of plans and setting new goals. We often believe the new year is about achieving more and becoming better, but we rarely ask: Are these goals for our own life, or just to hide our broken past?
即將奔赴三十的我。兒時破碎的家庭、學生時代初遇的校園霸凌、老師的不信任…… 這些印記從未消失，它們讓我從來都不相信自己能做好任何事，總覺得我的人生，本就該被人踐踏。我想做好每一件事，可腦袋里總有一個邪惡的聲音在叫囂：不，你做不到，你太弱了，你根本搞不定。越是聽到這樣的聲音，我便越想試圖抓著每一個事件，試圖用光鮮的求學經歷，對外展現的和睦家庭，以及在專業領域積累的滿滿經驗，把簡歷寫得洋洋灑灑，彷彿人生盡在掌握，只為竭力掩蓋那些過往的創傷。
As I approach my thirties, the scars from my childhood still linger: a broken family, school bullying in my student days, and the distrust of my teachers. They never truly faded. They made me believe I could never do anything right, that my life was meant to be looked down on. I tried my hardest at everything, yet a cruel voice inside my head kept screaming: No, you can’t. You’re too weak. You’ll never make it.
就這樣行屍走肉般熬過一日又一日，連我都不敢直面恐懼的軟弱，也在不知不覺中，悄悄影響了身邊最親近的人。在我留學讀碩士的某個期末考試周的中午，一通電話擊碎了所有偽裝 —— 我最親近的人，因情緒徹底崩潰，被送進了精神病院。那一刻，我苦心堆砌的“完美世界”，轟然倒塌，我的天，也徹底塌了。
I lived like an empty person, afraid to face my fears. Unknowingly, my pain even affected the ones I loved most. During my master’s study abroad, a phone call destroyed everything: my closest one had a serious emotional breakdown and was hospitalized. My perfect world fell completely apart.
我們拼命否定過去的掙扎與破碎，把自己裹進 “優秀”“強大” 的外殼，像個假人，演一場看似熱鬧的獨角戲。可只有自己知道，做雙面人有多累。表面光鮮步履不停，內心早已被內耗掏空，連直視心底最深的恐懼，都沒有勇氣。
We often hide behind a mask of excellence and strength, living a double life. Only we know how exhausting it is to live a double life. We look fine on the surface, but are tired and empty inside. This kind of “perfection” is just a fake wall we build.
這些看似的完美，不過是我堆砌起來的 “垃圾牆”。也是那一刻，我才猛然醒悟：我一直兜兜轉轉，在破碎里反復，背負著內心的軟弱強行逞強，試圖活成 “毫不費力” 的樣子，其實不過是在拒絕那份，我與生俱來就擁有的真實與完整。真正完整的人生，從不是毫無裂痕的完美，而是跌倒後爬起、偽裝後坦誠、內耗後自愈，是所有過往沈澱出的、有血有肉的真實模樣。
This so-called perfection was nothing but a wall of garbage I built for myself. I finally realized: I had been pretending to be strong and refusing my true, complete self. A truly whole life is not flawless perfection. It is getting up after falling, being honest after hiding, healing after inner exhaustion. It is the real, living, breathing version of ourselves, shaped by all that we have been through.
曾看過一段陶藝視頻：作品壞了，別糾結，直接拿掉重捏。我們卻總捨不得，拼命修補，結果越修越爛。人生亦是如此，我們總跟生命的掌權者討價還價：“路已走這麼長，別讓我重來。” 可生命如陶土，該重塑時，就得放下，重新來過。人生需有剛，亦需有柔。剛是堅守，是面對破碎時敢於推翻重來的魄力；柔是接納，是懂得順勢而為、允許自己被重塑的智慧。剛柔並濟，才是生命最完整的姿態；敢於被重塑，才是真正的強大。
I once watched a pottery video: when a piece breaks, you don’t overthink it—you just take it apart and start over. But we refuse to let go. We try desperately to fix what’s broken, only to make it worse. Life is like clay. When a pottery piece breaks, we should re-shape it instead of over‑fixing it. Life needs both courage to restart and kindness to accept ourselves. Being able to be reshaped is real strength.
你的 2025 過得如何？是不是為新的2026定了很多充滿激情的目標，想靠著這些目標，完美無缺地走進新的一年？新的反義詞是舊，放下舊的，才能長出新的。那些已發生的掙扎、破碎和不完美，都不能成為否定自己的理由，而是讓我們看清自己真正想要什麼。像陶藝一樣，拿掉那些舊觀念、舊思維、舊眼光，不再用完美的外殼包裹脆弱，不再用目標的堆砌掩蓋傷痕。
How was your 2025? Are you making many perfect goals for 2026? To embrace the new, you must let go of the old. Your struggles and imperfections do not define you—they help you know what you truly want. Like pottery, let go of old mindsets, old thoughts, and old judgments. Stop hiding your vulnerability behind a perfect mask. Stop covering your scars with endless goals.
新的一年，願我們都能卸下偽裝，直面軟弱，以最真實的樣子，脫去舊衣，穿上新人，迎接真正屬於自己的、完全而自由的人生。
This new year, may we drop our masks, face our weaknesses, and live as our real selves. May we shed our old selves, become new, and embrace a life that is whole, free, and truly ours.
2026年，inHIM推出“Reshape 重塑”系列，願你有勇氣回轉，有底氣接納自己的所有。那些細碎的掙扎，那些無聲的堅持，那些敢於直面破碎的勇氣，終將成為你重塑生命的底氣，帶你蛻變為全新的自己。
In 2026, inHIM launches the “Reshape” collection. May you have the courage to accept all of yourself. The small struggles, the silent perseverance, and the courage to face your brokenness—all will become the foundation for you to reshape your life, and transform into a brand-new you.
